learning lessons

i want a flying machine and a castle and a magic cat. i want warm hands and a safe catch. i want whispers in my ear. i want crazy nights and quiet mornings. i want music and dancing. i want a little thing and a big thing and everything together. i want messy workshop tables. i want a room with dim lights and a dinner table. i want less echo and more exchange of gifts. i want certainties and qualities and expectations. and i want it all in matching reds.