going there, just there

a small adventure, a mini-taxi, a walk to the mall, a taxi rank outside a mall, a moment's hesitation. she wants to go there. wants to walk alone along the dark street. wants to defy rules. transcend conventions. put herself outside the norm. stay in character. but. but. there are certain things, she knows, that are not needed as life experiences. not wanted. not to be called upon oneself.