there is a clear tension between planning your life, and being open to what it may bring.
conflicting views are coming my way. apparently, it is time to start thinking about my life strategically, but at the same time i must to live in the present and not worry about the future.
like a juggler who's been distracted by a passing hurricane, i let all the balls drop to the floor.
which reminds me of that silly notion that if you have lost something, you need to try to lose its pair straight away, in the hope that both lost things will find each other -- and you them -- at the same place...
nonsense!
complex nonsense
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